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I just bought this dress! I love it :) Okay lah fine it looks normal.
Actually I bought a green one like over a week ago. Haha! It's pretty! And the best thing is the price. 10 pounds! Who cares if it came from a supermarket company! Even back at home it's hard to find a decent dress at that price. Doesn't matter I have two colours of the same design. I do that sometimes. It's not always that you chance upon clothes you really like, including the price. I love spring! Bring on the dresses and skirts!!

I look fat. I AM fat. Women are always conscious about how they look. Being/ looking fat is a no-no. I hate clothes that make my butt look big. Or show my tummy. Or anything else unflattering. I tend to compare myself to others, if I look bigger than them. And if I don't, or someone tells me I don't, I feel happy. I don't think it's a disease. Haha! But it's sick. When I've put on weight, I'll rationalise and think that others around me have put on weight too. Or that it's natural because of the age and low metabolism rate or being in a happy relationship. Ah. The downside of being in a happy relationship. Dating = dining. And most of the time it includes dessert. Go out, eat. Nothing to do, eat. Finished lunch or dinner, eat dessert. Late night dates? Supper. It gets worse if you both enjoy seeing each other eat, or feeding each other. Haha!

Okay I shall finish my paper, and then watch The Mentalist!

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