Wake Up and Smell the Cake

Today was definitely a fun day! :) Went for mock camp! Super tiring lah, I really can't run you know. The last time I went jogging was... Err... Can't remember. Haha! And hor, not like my jogging is power lah. I is super slow. As long as it's not walking, I'll call it jogging. HAHA. Gone are the days of getting NAPFA test timings... Anyway! I am glad I went for this, even though I don't really know the people there. Haven't been meeting new people a lot. I'm quite an anti-social. Need to mix more. It's fun to relive the uni days of camps and games. Camps like this brings back memories of the fun fun times. A deviation from the usual working life. It's enriching, refreshing. Makes me feel young. Wahahaha! Not that I'm old, but being with undergrads brings back to uni days! Oh how I love those years :) Best schooling years of my life! And... It's been ages since I went for a school camp! Ooh! Someone said I look young too! Whee~ AHHAHA. Oh well...

It's happening quite fast, ain't it. Or maybe, I'm just refusing to move along with the speed. Whichever way, I have to catch up. A couple of days ago, I was thinking about how it's like to become a mother. Honestly, I am scared. How will I know I'll be a good mother? How will I know I've raised my kids to the best I can?

Oh how it swings. Was at the trough, now up at the crest. Such a short wavelength! Whee~ :)

OMG. I measured my weight and such this morning. My sister brought home a hi tech weighing machine hahahaha. I am glad to say that my weight is back to JC days!! Woohoo!! But sadly, the tummy isn't quite the same. Haha! My fat percentage!! Wah. Cannot make it. Jialat. Internal fat is healthy, but the external fat is terrible! But then again, I measured my percentage body fat when I was in JC, it was about the same too... or maybe 2 percentage points less. Haha! Bottomline: I have too much BABAT. And too little muscles. So Shez, you're not fattiefattie me. I am fattiefattie me. Oh yeah. And the bloody machine says my body is a 32 year old body. Like what the hell!!! Sigh. I am too fat AND too old. Tomorrow, fattiefattie ageing me wants to go and lepak at a library. I haven't been reading for the longest time. I need to upgrade my brain to a 32 year old brain to match my 32 year old body. HAHA.

Yup! My first ride on a bike on 7 May 2009! Whee~~ It was impromptu! I needed to tompang someone to the place we were going to play captain's ball. So I tompang-ed my fren! Not a big bike la, sth like scooter? Haha I dunoe. But I know it was fun!! Even though the distance was short, it was pretty cool! Hahaha.. Especially the selit part! Goodness! Scary can! Hahaha. I don't mind having another ride!! :))) A Brad Pitt invited me to his wedding on the 24th! Woohoo! Fun fun! :))) All you budak-budak Nanyang Tech MS who's reading this (I dunoe who else reads this blog anymore) do tell me if they've been invited! :) I'm bored. I think I shall go to the library tomorrow. Eh wait, tomorrow's a public holiday! Ah darn. I know! Maybe I shall go to some temple and watch Vesak Day celebrations hahaha. Hmmm does it work that way?

My parents tell me, if both of you are happy together, happy with each other, and can always depend on each other for support, then can liao. Things should be easier to manage. Interferences from other people should not shake us. They are like unnecessary junk you can just brush aside. I would very much like to brush aside these unnecessary junk.

I feel on top of the world! Everything happiness. Happiness and goodness. Endless happiness and goodness. And... *giggles* It's this skirt I tell you.